Intense driving, or overmastering conviction.
Yes! I Am Triumphant.
I have discovered the depths of the blurry image
Of what the crystal ball kept trying to show me.
I was not the product of a sale for a deceiving, brightly dressed psychic.
I’ve become better than that.
I speak of the object of interest in my thinking process
Of a future I’ve been afraid of for as long as I can remember!
The constant debate of where you find yourself is settled here:
In high school, you are nothing but lost.
Or at least I was.
It wasn’t until I became erect to the words of
Ellison, Sondheim, and Christ
That I became awake upon a piece of furniture that I’ve always laid down on in exhaustion.
They took over the torches and pitchforks that pressured the need to only settle for something
as comfortable and lousy as that couch.
However, it didn’t make the flames or stabs disappear.
For example, I once thought it was silly to tell a bunch of straight A AP students
That I wanted to make a living making people’s day.
Maybe artists and dreamers wouldn’t be welcomed in their circle of intelligence.
The state or capacity of being acted on by external agents or forces.
Inspiration is the backbone of all achievements.
Whether or not “great” can be the true name for each one, varies.
Sweaty palms and a racing heart can’t mirror
My pace of walking into a new building;
Inside, excitement ensues.
Meeting new people and hearing their fascinating words lead me to smiles high enough to
reach the Everests that are my cheekbones that were once too hard to climb.
A strong liking or desire for, or devotion to some activity, object, or concept.
Some of the craziest mixtures of theories and dreams can be the most admired.
Therefore devoting to accomplish them becomes well supported.
How foolish I was to believe adopting those flavors wouldn’t exist for me.
Ardent affection. Love.
That is where I stand for the people around me.
And for the future ready to embrace me.